i'd have to say right now

i have nothing to say.
this weekend was indeed a good one. friday night i hung out with davis and zark. we wrastled and ate taco bell and played around with some music, and just layed around and got deep and got stupid and farted on eachother. i think that was an amazing thing to do.
saturday [today] i was at andi's. for her birthday. it was alright, i mean, no friday, but good enough. slip and slides galore! i figured out a few things about myself.
i think something changed. i was sitting there playing smother me by the used [great song] in front of the whole congregation of partiers and everything was different because that was a real moment.

even though i sucked balls.
people suck basically. i have recieved a hate note. which is uncool. very uncool.

i honestly can't say anything without giving myself away, i feel like. i would enjoy keeping myself to myself.


except i want to cuddle.