the life aquatic.

it's funny how much you learn, from sources you'd never figure to learn out of. you'd never think you'd learn out of.

I have words spilling out of my ears and for some reason, I can't redirect the traffic flow, to make them come out of my fingers. but I guess life has it's own way of directing traffic.
..life has it's own way of directing traffic. now isn't that funny?
for once, there was life before there was such thing as traffic. but I guess we all adapt to the environment we're placed in. positively? possibly. negatively? I guess.

I don't exactly know what point I'm trying to make by this. at all. in the slightest. nothing is holding me into this little window, this little bright shining screen, how much of life comes at me through this screen I don't really know, I really don't, but I guess that's how it is, because this is some traffic being directed straight through my eyeballs and right out of my fingers, or maybe up my fingers and out of my eyeballs.

I think a lot of me learning in places I'd never expect to has a lot of meaning that maybe I should let go and let shit happen, or something, or maybe not just instigate. but maybe this is just growing up and realizing that we have absolutely no control over what others do.



'I wonder if it remembers me.'
-the life aquatic